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fall​/​apart

by Blacksmith

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1.
Open Wound 04:07
Kick the chair out from beneath me Watch as my arms flail For friends and ropes and things that I can trust Whatever you and I, we used to be I think we both agree that what stands between us now It is not love and it will cost us How I pay for this But I pay in precious pain and friends that I have yet to miss This youth was wasted on all these happy endings we were promised But I'm not sure exist You make it harder to stay convinced Pull the thread out from my tires And watch as I derail I'll come apart in ways you never dreamed Tye it up into a box and sink it in the sea Where conviction goes to drown Through the screen I watch you bury me There's panic in your voice A death rattle on the line Oh, how I pay for this But I pay in precious pain and friends that I have yet to miss This youth was wasted on all these happy endings we were promised But I'm not sure exist It's getting harder to stay convinced Is it worth it, just to move on? I have tried to, it came out wrong Time has found a way to bury me Oh, how I pay for this But I pay in pounds of flesh and memories the I so dearly miss There's so much more to lose If leaving me behind was the best thing that you could do Time is an open wound
2.
In Heaviness 03:09
It's such a waste to curse your heart again In heaviness you found me, my old friend Do we both get what we wanted? All your conscience clearing only leaves me haunted Tell me everything you meant to say Try to compensate for all that we have paid It's just not worth it anymore I can't fix the whole you tore Watch me wither in a parking lot I need reminding of the good things that I'm not, or not enough I grind my teeth right down to dust Now there are streets that I can't bring myself to go down I'm sure you've seen the way that I've let myself go Now I take photographs as reminders, to keep track Of how far that I can go before there is no coming back I can't come back from this
3.
Fall/Apart 04:03
They turn it on when they're under my skin Hanging from the circles from beneath my eyes Since I decided that I won't let sleep in When I've got better things to occupy my time I can't turn it off And I'm convinced that you think that means I don't try I can't burn it off That just burns it deeper down inside my mind again You stutter till your suffocating That can't choke the thoughts out from inside my head I'm sure that it's so frustrating for you Waiting on a miracle to strike me dead Just to turn it off For me would take a movement from the hand of God Just to burn it off I'm sure that's what you wanted bur for me I'm not convinced You're so familiar, are you sure we haven't met somewhere? I am trying, but I can't make you care You were someone I was certain time would never change But I've been so low I don't expect you to stay Soon enough I find you under my skin Hanging from the circles from beneath my eyes Now you're the reason that I won't let sleep in If you say that there's hope for me then I should try Try to turn it off Or just to find a way to make it through the night Try to burn it off Without it burning deeper down inside my mind again Now every season has a sickness the I can't escape A new way to bleed, another reason to break There were moments when I swore that we had come so close But we always end in an overdose Soon enough I find you under my skin Looking for the tipping point, or where this starts Or all the reasons that I won't let sleep in Everything around me seems to fall apart Winter I froze over In spring the problems start In summer I burn like hellfire But in fall I fall apart
4.
Concern 03:52
A stall out two decades deep With miles to go before you let me sleep I've been told I should regret the things I've done But I lost faith in my feelings when all my feelings were young This apartment is a tomb and I will bleed out on my bed As I'm crushed beneath the could have beens And things I should have said It's a current running through my all night drives and your new friends What's left for us when all this dust has settled, in the end? An ache that we won't escape Dig deeper and deeper until the hope's erased It's not enough for me to hear you say you're sorry I want to see you broken, like I break This apartment is a tomb and I will bleed out on my bed As I'm crushed beneath the could have beens And things I should have said It's a current running through my all night drives and your new friends What's left for us when all this dust has settled, in the end? Drag me along But things won't change I'm still alone I can't escape This sinking feeling I wish you'd stay I don't feel anything for anyone except the need to push them all away

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This record was written, recorded, mixed and mastered in the home of JJ Revell and Curt Hensley during the Spring of 2016

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released July 27, 2016

Paul Safara-Guitar
Justin Lowe-Bass
Curt Hensley-Drums
Travis Lowe-Guitar/Vocals

Kim Hensley-Additional vocals on, "Open Wound."

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by JJ Revel

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